All people experience singular and unique emotions that we struggle to describe to others, and for which we consequently formulate a gloriously diverse array of expressive mechanisms. These are what many people call, “art.” Finding an adequate way of completely and unambiguously communicating a complex, internal emotion to another person is a timeless and ubiquitous dilemma shared by all human beings throughout the history of our existence. It is hardly a problem unique to you or to Christians or to theists. For the record, I think, “feeling of calming blind faith ‘that everything will be ok’…” is a pretty good start. You’ve attempted to communicate this feeling through words, through language, which is a fantastic expressive medium. Some have attempted to communicate similar feelings through music, song, dance, painting, photography, etc.
The communication of our feelings to one another is a universal human challenge. One’s own feelings always, by definition, seem more acute and profound than those of others. You will need to do your own experimentation to find a creative medium through which to attempt to express yourself, but do not proceed under the misconception that people who don’t share your spirituality must never experience feelings of similar immensity and wonder. I assure you we all do.
For, when we are being ever more realistic with what=worth life’s being, we are being able to put various aspects into ever more well definable perspectives that help us steer away from that/those sets of speculative charms of oh that will come now…. coming… coming…..? What is this life wonders, instead of only going on driving one’s self in so many illusive concentric circles, why not devote ever greater energetic/determined well defined pure awareness states of resolvabilities to help ourselves ever more authentically and realistically tackle what’s being please; for at times, it really takes far much more than just the empty/emptier sets of talks-life does not just want words, but worth-ever better fulfilling worthiness with all that we are ever being please.
For, our lives are not some dumping grounds or some guinea pig(no offense intended) that we can keep experimenting with indiscriminately…..its sometimes when we take far too many pretexts in over drawing excessively upon the liberties and privileges and then also being so very vehemently vociferous in expressing our long list of resentful complaints?
The trick is simple: assume an individual species is perfectly adapted to their environment. They will populate the whole environment, leaving not much space for other species. Since the species is already perfectly adapted to the environment, there would be not much variation in the population, all individuals would be the same. When now the environment changes, this species is suddenly poorly adapted to the new environment. They will die, and leave a great void to be filled by another species, starting off from very few individuals.
If instead the original species would die all the time by old age, they would have a much larger variation in their genetics. The species could gradually adapt to changes in the environment. They do have an advantage.
Humans have a hard time accepting that evolution optimized life for the survival of species. The survival of individuals is not important, it might even hinder the survival of a species. We don’t need to copy evolution with our moral, but I can easily accept that my life is finite. It reminds me that I should use my time and spend it outside, and should waste less of it in front of a computer.
Its more like the orientation process where when we are being able to ever better connect the dots, that also about doting and ever precisely devoting our focus ever more realistically on what’s being to help being worth.
Thinking is only an inkling by itself, but the ever greater cue is its linking true worth’’s being taught and not merely sought/thought altogether by it/themselves.
Its quite natural that at times we are lead from one point to an entirely another appointment far beyond our wildest dreams-but our willed/wielded streams of consciousness were not remaining latent all along even when we were pondering with that oh should i, oh how will it be….oh maybe/ooh perhaps,…..or yeah/oh no…….the point is deep insight there is that ever innate wisdom that seeks for us to observe an ever virtuous code of conduct where we are not just trying to be caught in the prediction process, but are instead pre dictating true ourselves ever better by fulfilling what’s=worth’s being called upon/meaning inputting and fulfilling rather than merely putting in/overfilling aimlessly any and everything in anyway whatsoever.